I suddenly miss OBS so much, and my dearest watch, and everything. Cos now when I come back to Singapore (mainland), I suddenly find so much being thrown at me.

Being in OBS was actually the best part of my holiday.

Now I have to face my concert, which is killing me. And if I really have to go through all this RUBBISH, I rather not play at all.

Yes I mean that.

I know I want to play, but I hate how things are being done.

So, do I practice? Or do I screw everything and just enjoy myself?